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; Sunday, July 17, 2005 7:32 AM
Went town yesterday. tried on a skirt and I actually liked it! I want it, it's awesome. Tartan, black lace trimming, black and white chick with pins, zips and 'Hellboy' patch! £25 though. Going to put a deposit on my drums today I think, I hope. Only 1 more week of school then the holidays!! Can't wait. I think I might have a wander around the house, see what's happening.
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; Saturday, June 25, 2005 11:08 AM
Jesus Christ and Charlotte Church, people are bugging me lately! Didn't speak to Emmalie and KJ for two days. Nice break actually. Emmalie's pissing me off. She's completely obsessed with Billie Joe, and good for her but she don't fuckin shut up about him! I'm not jokin, she's like 'Billie Joe this, Billie Joe that!' I know I'm obsessed with Eminem but I keep my fuckin mouth shut cause I know it pisses people off! Plus she's worshipping Aime. She had a go at me on Sunday cause I was 'going off' with KJ, which I wasn't. So I was like 'Well you can talk Miss-Aime' and she goes I'm only with Aime cause you're not talking to me! So now I'm treating them all the same, but she's still going off with Aime! 'I can put up with her in small doses' my fuckin ass! She's always with her! Last weekend she went to Aime's with Amelia, and then they both went to hers on Sunday! It doesn't bother me if she likes her, cause Aime can be ok somtimes, but when she lies about liking her and then lies about having her round, it's THAT that pisses me off.
Hannah was being shit annoying yesterday too, when she gets home she's all 'I'm so depressed..' 'Why?' 'I just am..' 'Why?' 'I just am..' 'Why?' 'I just am..' 'Why?' 'I'm crying' 'Why?' 'I just am..' 'Why?' 'I just am..' 'Why?' 'Because my friend's on the phone crying' 'Why?' 'She just is..' 'Why?' 'Cause..' 'Why?' 'She just is..' 'Why?' 'She just is..' 'Why is that makin you 'depressed'?' 'It just is...' 'Why?' 'It just is...' 'Why?' 'BECAUSE IT IS!' 'Well she's 13, how can she know what love is?' 'You can't talk!' Then I blocked her.... she has no need to bring my love life into this.... or my lack of it.. I said why 13 times... I think...
KJ wanted me to go cinema with her, Emmalie, Aime, and a load of people from Cherry. I said I'd pass... actually I think my exact words were 'I'd rather eat horse shit and kiss Christina Aguilera after she's just given Fred Durst a blow job, while listenin to N*Sync than go and watch Emmalie kiss Aime's feet going 'I only like her in small doses!''
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; Sunday, June 19, 2005 1:42 PM
OMFG Green Day was freaking awesome. It was so good. We were quite close. Billie Joe starting wanking on stage then went 'Somebody fuck me!' We met this cool guy called Rob. He's sixteen and lives in Kettering he's well funny. Green Day were calling people up on stage to play and Rob knew I played drums so when they asked for a drummer they started screaming and lifting me up and I was like 'Fuck off! I don't wanna go up! No!' Anyway, I have his msn address. He wants to hear me play drums cause he needs a drummer for his band but I don't wanna! I'm not that good! God that concert freaking rocked. I didn't wanna leave it was so good. IT WAS BETTER THAN THE EMINEM CONCERT! I was so happy when they played Minority! I love that song!Oh yeah and some chavs outside were going 'Fuck Green Day, It's all about the Eminem September the 9th!' I was gunna say something but I didn't. Slept until 11 this morning... I think I might be going to The Soundhaus tonight to practise band with Mads and people. She hasn't text me back yet.
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; Thursday, June 16, 2005 8:11 PM
I'm not really in a blogging mood, if there is such a thing. Today was rubbish. I think I fell out with all my best mates at least once today. Right at the end of the day Hannah went hyper and tried to pick me up, then Alex helped her then they started running backwards carrying me then they just dropped me. Nice. It was funny though. KJ's mates are cool. Spesh Sophie and Emma. They funny. Emma hugs me a lot. She came over and hugged me then said something then hugged me again and went 'I'm a bit high on Lucozade!' and ran off! Today Sophie was going 'I want a lolly, I want a lolly, I want a lolly NOW!' She used to scare me a bit. But she doesn't really anymore. I think everyone's getting fed up of me because I'm 'depressed'. I'm gonna look up the symptoms of being depressed and see if I really am depressed.
Changes in appetite that result in weight losses or gains not related to dieting - Check
Insomnia or oversleeping - Check
Loss of energy or increased fatigue - Check
Restlessness or irritability - Check
Feelings of worthlessness or inappropriate guilt - Check
Difficulty thinking, concentrating, or making decisions - Check
Thoughts of death or suicide or attempts at suicide - Check
Damn. Well that sucks.
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; Wednesday, June 08, 2005 9:42 PM
Hi!! Oh my God! I am in SUCH a good mood! I've been in a good mood all week. Just because I'm going to see Eminem... See, It's the little things that please me! LOL That reminds me of Lucy... she came to my house and went 'Wow! You have a silver fridge!' So my name on MSN was ''You have a silver fridge!' It's the little details that Lucy loves!'
I was really hyper on Monday but I missed Emmalie! She's back now though, she went to Spain and she's so tanned! But now she's back it feels like she never left!
Today was good. We weren't allowed in the class room/mobile at lunch so we right outside the door, like 15 of us all singing our gay lil songs we made up! It's so funny. It goes something like:
We come from NSG
We're like a family
We make lots of noise
When we see sexy boys
We hate Miss Davies she
She gaves us ectasy
But we didn't tell our mum
Because we wanted some
We went to NSB
To have a party
He offered it to me
I agreed happily
We stayed up all night
Givin the neighbours a fright
Banging on the floor
Because we wanted more
We are the girls from N.S.G!
We like the boys from N.S.B!
Sound up! One Two!
Sound up! Three Four!
Yeah and that's our song! LOL It's so fucked up but we were all so hyper and couldn't give a fuck, skipping round the field singing this! We met our new Spanish teacher as well. Me, Em, Han, Di and KJ were in fits because our new Spanish teacher is French, and she randomly switches her accents from Spanish, to French, to English! It was so funny! Then we had PSE and had to think of what to do our assembly on and were doing it on Global Warming. Me Han Rish and Jess were branistorming about what we could to do to stop it. We got a bit silly and strarted writing things like 'Save the whales' 'Green peace' 'Hug trees' and 'Become a hippy' Then me and em were getting our words mixed up and were trying to say 'Become a hippy and hug a tree' but ending up saying 'Become a tree and hug a hippy!'
Me Em and KJ walked down and sat in Bradlough Fields while waiting for the bus. It was good. This cute little dog ran up to us and we went 'Aww!' then it grab KJ's shoe and we all shouted 'No!' and this poor dog shit itself (NOT literally) and ran off while we sat there giggling. Then this female dog was standing there and this male rotweiler came over and started to lick her and try fuck her and Em was sitting there laughin her ass off and when she laughs you can hear he going 'He he he' which made me laugh more. Then we were watching this two boys walk along the path trying to work out if they were fit but we didn't realise we were all staring at them until they waved so we waved back then they waved again then Em started motioning for them to come over and me and KJ kind of wrestled her to the ground going 'Emmalie what are you doing?!' Later just as were leaving we realised they were sat on a bench about 50 yards away just watching us! It was freaky. Then I nearly missed the bus but I got home and finished my book (so sad! *sniff*) Now I'm writing this!
Tomorrow I have swimming - Joy! - and I have to play the drum peice to Wake Me Up When September Ends (thats my blog URL!) in my drum lesson. But the crash cymbal is broken so I can't play on it, and I couldn't practise today cause exam prep was going on so Mrs Vaughan kicked up out. We also have ICT - the highlight of my week! *cough* NOT! *cough*
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WOAH!!!! ; Sunday, June 05, 2005 8:41 PM
DUDE!!!!! I GOING TO SEE EMINEM LIVE IN SEPTEMBER!!! AGAIN!!! EMIN-FUCKIN-EM!!!!!!!!!! YEAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!! And I get a day off school! Ok, this is the story! Thursday morning my dad's driving to work, listening to the radio, doopey doo, and he hears that Eminem tickets go on sale at 9am that day! So he pulls into the fast lane and floors it to work to book 2 tickets, one for me and one for him, cuz my daddy likes Eminem too (How lucky am I?!). Then once he's booked them he calls my mum and asks her if its ok *brring brring* Hello? Hello Is it ok if I book tickets to see Eminem? Well I don't know Michael... It does't really matter cause I've booked them now HAHA! (I don't know whether it did go like that... I'm just HYPER!) So yeah anyway! I wasn't aware that this was going on!
Meanwhile... I was up at half 6, at Staples (where my mum works) by 7 and walking to the bus station to meet KJ at half 8! We were on the bus at 9 going back to my house! Chilled at my house. Then about 7ish my mum and dad walk in looking all serious and my dad goes 'Are you going to do the ironing?' and I went 'Yeah I'm gonna do it later!' and my dad hands me a piece of paper and I went 'Oh crap!' cause I thought it was a really high phone bill then I opened it and saw £83.00 and thought 'Oh shit I'm in trouble' then I looked up and it said 'Confirmation of EMINEM TICKETS for 9/9/2005 at the MILTON KEYNES NATIONAL BOWL' and I just screamed and jumped out my chair, hugged my dad and went 'Oh my God!! Oh my God! I love you!!' Then I hugged my mum and went 'Oh my God! You have no idea how much this means to me!' and she want 'Yes I do... and it's weird... get off me!'
So KJ slept over that night. Went back to KJ's then went to the park and met up with Lewis (wanker) Mark, Chicken (fit... I guess) and Matt (WHO'S CUT HIS FRICKIN HAIR! WHAT A DUMBASS! Sorry, but he looked hott with long hair!) and Amelia, Jade, Ree, Alex and Aime. Joy. Amelia kissed Lewis a lot. They've only been going out about 3 weeks and they're already making out in public.. PDAs!!! They're doing PDAs!!!! LOL I've always wanted to use that.... PDA = Public Display of Affection if ya didn't know. So yeah.. Lewis really annoys me. And I don't like him. Chicken looks like the teenage Evan out of Butterfly Effect. I'm serious, he looks SO like him. Because the fair's at the park I went on the Energizer, my fave fairground ride, along with Twister, which is also what I went on.
Aime and Amelia have kind of become best friends.. which has kind of left Alex and Rhian feeling a bit peed off (Alex = ex-BFF of Aime, Rhian = ex-BFF of Amelia). I did feel sorry for Alex though. Aime REALLY annoyed me at the park though. She was wearing, the lowest, tightest jeans ever! I'm not sure why, you really need a figure to wear them and she looks like a 8 year old. And a white t-shirt and a khaki jacket. With Converses. She looked like a chav to be frank with you (besides the Converses) and she kept going 'Oh my god! You chav!' and when some chavs walked past she'd mutter 'Chav' I was so close to saying 'And what the hell are you Miss Ohhhh-my-god-chikin-is-lyk-soooo-fyne?!' And she goes to me one day at school 'Amelia kind of think's she's a greb, but she's not she's more of a townie cuz her sisters a townie' I was sitting there thinking 'I don't give a shit if you fuck Amelia's sister, piss off!' She bitches about everyone! She'll bitch to A about B, then she bitches to B about C, then she'll bitch to C about D, then she'll bitch about A to D and it's just one enourmous circle of bitchiness! I mean.. I have no problem with people being this and that and whatever, it just bugs me when people say they are something when they're not!!
Continuing! We went back to KJ's and had tuna pasta! Yummeh! Then we watched Lost Boys! God that movie is so cool! Michael has a sexy voice in it. Lucy was gettin so excited cause there's apparently a Lost Boys 2 coming out. 'DEATH BY STEREO!' and 'Great! It's the blood-sucking Brady Bunch!' are two of the funniest lines in the film. Slept *snore* Got up. Got picked up.
Went to Sponge this afternoon. With Lizzie, Lucy and Maddy. It rocked! Lots happened... we got free DVD! We put our names down for this thing, you write and direct you're own movie, and 7 out of the 12 made last year got shown on BBC 2. Anyway, we got a DVD of the films made last year. They were worth £2 each but we all got one for free. And a keyring. It's got purple goo inside! There was this really cool band on just before we left called The Nines. They were cool. They have their own website www.thenines.co.uk and we're gonna buy their album. we asked if they had any CDs on them but they didn't.
I've rearranged my room! I've turned my futon/bed around. I'm sleeping on my futon by the way if you didn't know, because I hate my bed. It's a cabin bed sort of thing, with a desk underneath, and it does my back in climbing out in the morning and it makes the prospect of getting up in the morning torture. So now I've taken my matress and put in on my futon so it's much more confy now XD I'm having a conversation with Hannah... sort of. I'm kind of saying random boring hyper stuff then she goes 'LOL' or 'Oh' or 'Ok!'
I'm addicted to Green Day's album 'International Superhits' especially the song 'Minority'. I'm going to see them in a week and 6 days!!! And the Eminem concert is in 13 weeks and 5 days. Oh and Summer XS is in 2 weeks and 6 days. I was gonna go but I want to save my monies for the Eminem concert because I desperately want a Eminem hoodie, either just an Eminem one or a Shady Ltd. one but the hoodies were £80 last time.
Damn, this was a long post. I'll be suprised if you were interested enough to read it all and get to here! The End!
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Funny moments this week ; Thursday, June 02, 2005 8:08 PM
Lots to say but I'll probably forget something. My brother keeps stealing my CD's. It's annoying. He's annoying me immensly today. I'm listening to My Chemical Romance. I slept at Hannah's Tuesday night, then went to her Dad's yesterday. Me, Han, her dad Graham, her dad's girlfriend Becky and Becky's three boys, Michael, 12, Daniel, 11, and Samuel, 4, all went to Wickstead park. It was good, but we got soaked! Cuz it rained really bad... we had to get Becky to tumble dry our jeans before we left. We watched Basil Brush! It was funny to think we actually knew Dave/Michael.. we were just laughing at anything he said going 'That's Michael... *giggle* Michael!'
Mark asked if I wanted to go to Abington Park on Saturday with Him, Aime, Amelia, Jade, Lewis and Chicken. I said I'll come, but I'm bringing some of my mates. I hate hanging out with Aime without other people that hate her too. Then Mark says 'Aime might not want them to come though' so I said 'I don't give fuck, Aime doesn't own the park!' So I've asked Hannah. And Dee. Aime won't be too happy about that... That's good. And I think Dee's asking her friend Kate to come. And I'm gonna ask KJ too. Mwahahaha! We gonna gate-crash their little gang bang -Amelia and Lewis going out and Aime and Chicken fancy each other. Lewis fucks anything, so that's Mark and Jade sorted too.... Don't get me wrong, I like Mark, Amelia and Jade. Lewis is ok.... pervy but ok. And never met Chicken. Apparently he's fit. Aime always picks lads with weird nicknames.... such as Morris... I still find that funny.
Hannah has a parasite. Parasite: 1. someone that fancies you so much they almost stalk you, like they're clinging onto you, sucking the life out of you, or 2. a person with no friends that wants to be your friend but you don't like them and they want to do everything with you. After a week they're planning to move in with you. They cling, and suck the life out of you, once again.
Continuing: Hannah's parasite is called Damian, is apparently disgustingly ugly, and is IN LOVE with her. He says he loves her, and the only people he's ever told he loves them are his mother, sister, ex-girlfriend and Hannah. When Hannah asked what happened when he broke up with his ex he said he punched a wall and (God I laughed for ages at this one) .... he deleted his room on Habbo! With all his precious furniture! ROFL Sorry but that is a little sad! But Hannah said it so seriously! I laughed for ages, I even cried at it. I was hyper for the rest of the night.
In went to town Saturday with Emmi, KJ and Hannah. It was great. We went to Debenham's for lunch then went shopping. Me and Hannah went up to this guy dressed as a bear and Han goes 'Do you give hugs?' and he goes '*bear laugh* Yees I do!' so I said 'Can we have a hug please?' So we got a hug while Emmi and KJ were running off going 'Oh my God! You two are so embarassing!' We got whistled at three times by 2 different groups of lads! It was funny. We were all linking so they probably thought we were lesbians. First we were in Woolworths walking out and they walked past and whistled and about 4 seconds later I went 'Did any one else just hear.....' I didn't finish I kind of drifted off because the other 3 were laughing at my slowness and checking the guys out. Then it happened again while we were walking down the high street. There were four boys behind us and they whistled and we all went '*tut* God, again? For Christ's sake!' while Emmi was looking to see which of us had the fit ones behind them. Apparently Hannah got the fittest, but we didn't look, we were busy laughing at her sadness.... bless her.
Dee went to Thorpe Park today. On the way back she was in a people carrier with blacked out back windows and she was looking at these lads in another car and she couldn't tell whether they were looking at her or not so she waved and they waved back and she shat herself! God, I can imagine...
Also... I cry a lot.... or a lot more than I use to. I'm getting way too sensitive
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