For Fuck's Sake! ; Thursday, May 26, 2005 8:52 PM

KJ's really pissed me off. She's been acting really weird this week, almost depressed but not. One day she turn up with 4 cuts on her arm and I asked her 6 times how she did it and she just ignored me. I just asked her on MSN and she told me she did it to herself so I asked her why and she says "I don't know" so I said "Well there must have been a reason!" And she went "I don't know! I don't know why I did it!" Then we carried on talking about it. Well, me asking her why she did it and why she's been acting weird. It's just really pissed me off cause she's got a really good life. She's got loads of friends and family who care for her so much, she gets on with her parents fine and I can't think of any thing that could possibly be wrong at all and it just pisses me of how she acts all 'depressed' when she has nothing to be depressed about and she doesn't appreciate what she has, especially when there's people out there who have nothing at all and get shit every day of their lives!! It just really pisses me off.

Okay. Rant over. I'm still pissed off though. I did my french homework. And decorated my planner with pics of people. I had fried egg on toast for dinner. Mum should be home soon. She brought me 'On Holiday' Sims exspansion pack. I need some ice cream. God I feel so shitty. And now I'm crying. Shit. FUCK FUCK FUCK! And mum's gonna know I've been crying cause I haven't taken my make-up off yet. God my tears are really cold... poetic. I don't feel like talking to anyone at the moment. And now KJ's making me feel guilty saying 'The worst thing you could so to me is not talk to me.' So I just went 'LOOK KJ I DON'T WANNA TALK TO ANYONE OKAY!'

Now Emmi's online and I don't know whether to tell her or not, cause she's worried.

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# me
I'm totally obsessed with Eminem. I love music, music is everything to me! I like mostly Hip-Hop and Rock, but a bit of everything really. I play the drums and I love it! I have no idea what grade I'm on, my teacher gives me beginner to grade 4 pieces! He's very cool though. I love my mates so much - Han, Emmie and KJ - my closest mates, they mean the world to me! I like travelling.. Okay so i haven't really been that many places - Italy, Fuertuventura and Majorca - but hopefully I'll go to Dubai with family in a few years, and I wanna backpack around Thailand when I'm older like my uncle did. I have dark-brown to black hair, with a reddish colour if you get it in the right light, bright blue eyes, average height and weight for my age. I'm a bit psycho but hey.. sort of outgoing, don't really care what anyone thinks of me ... I love watchin films; spesh comedys. I like reading as well but I don't always have a book under my nose! I don't really watch TV unless something I really like is on, like Pimp My Ride, My Wife and Kids or Will and Grace! That's it I guess!

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# earlier
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005


# links
hannah's msn space
lizzie's blog
attitude clothing
made
quizilla
urban dictionary
market music
blog skins
aloud tickets
eminem
good charlotte


# wish list
holiday to USA
tickets to see eminem live
tickets to see good charlotte live
drum kit
nelly's suit/sweat album
eminem encore ltd collectors ed signed cd
ipod
shady ltd hoodie


# albums im spinnin
encore - eminem
the chronicles of life & death - good charlotte
the massacre - 50 cent
three cheers for sweet revenge - my chemical romance
american idiot - green day
d12 world - d12
blink 182 - blink 182
under my skin - avril lavigne


# songs im singin
hope - twista and faith evans
let me love you - mario
only you - ashanti
candy shop - 50 cent
i like the way - bodyrockers
owner of a lonely heart - yes
over and over - nellly and tim mcgraw
signs - snoop dogg and justin timberlake
disco inferno - 50 cent
wounded - good charlotte
im not okay - my chemical romance
wake me up when september ends - green day
i just wanna live - good charlotte
mockingbird - eminem
welcome to my life - simple plan
gatman and robbin - 50 cent
dont play nice - verbalicious
drop it like its hot - snoop dogg


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