; Thursday, June 16, 2005 8:11 PM

I'm not really in a blogging mood, if there is such a thing. Today was rubbish. I think I fell out with all my best mates at least once today. Right at the end of the day Hannah went hyper and tried to pick me up, then Alex helped her then they started running backwards carrying me then they just dropped me. Nice. It was funny though. KJ's mates are cool. Spesh Sophie and Emma. They funny. Emma hugs me a lot. She came over and hugged me then said something then hugged me again and went 'I'm a bit high on Lucozade!' and ran off! Today Sophie was going 'I want a lolly, I want a lolly, I want a lolly NOW!' She used to scare me a bit. But she doesn't really anymore. I think everyone's getting fed up of me because I'm 'depressed'. I'm gonna look up the symptoms of being depressed and see if I really am depressed.

Changes in appetite that result in weight losses or gains not related to dieting - Check
Insomnia or oversleeping - Check
Loss of energy or increased fatigue - Check
Restlessness or irritability - Check
Feelings of worthlessness or inappropriate guilt - Check
Difficulty thinking, concentrating, or making decisions - Check
Thoughts of death or suicide or attempts at suicide - Check

Damn. Well that sucks.

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# me
I'm totally obsessed with Eminem. I love music, music is everything to me! I like mostly Hip-Hop and Rock, but a bit of everything really. I play the drums and I love it! I have no idea what grade I'm on, my teacher gives me beginner to grade 4 pieces! He's very cool though. I love my mates so much - Han, Emmie and KJ - my closest mates, they mean the world to me! I like travelling.. Okay so i haven't really been that many places - Italy, Fuertuventura and Majorca - but hopefully I'll go to Dubai with family in a few years, and I wanna backpack around Thailand when I'm older like my uncle did. I have dark-brown to black hair, with a reddish colour if you get it in the right light, bright blue eyes, average height and weight for my age. I'm a bit psycho but hey.. sort of outgoing, don't really care what anyone thinks of me ... I love watchin films; spesh comedys. I like reading as well but I don't always have a book under my nose! I don't really watch TV unless something I really like is on, like Pimp My Ride, My Wife and Kids or Will and Grace! That's it I guess!

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# earlier
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005


# links
hannah's msn space
lizzie's blog
attitude clothing
made
quizilla
urban dictionary
market music
blog skins
aloud tickets
eminem
good charlotte


# wish list
holiday to USA
tickets to see eminem live
tickets to see good charlotte live
drum kit
nelly's suit/sweat album
eminem encore ltd collectors ed signed cd
ipod
shady ltd hoodie


# albums im spinnin
encore - eminem
the chronicles of life & death - good charlotte
the massacre - 50 cent
three cheers for sweet revenge - my chemical romance
american idiot - green day
d12 world - d12
blink 182 - blink 182
under my skin - avril lavigne


# songs im singin
hope - twista and faith evans
let me love you - mario
only you - ashanti
candy shop - 50 cent
i like the way - bodyrockers
owner of a lonely heart - yes
over and over - nellly and tim mcgraw
signs - snoop dogg and justin timberlake
disco inferno - 50 cent
wounded - good charlotte
im not okay - my chemical romance
wake me up when september ends - green day
i just wanna live - good charlotte
mockingbird - eminem
welcome to my life - simple plan
gatman and robbin - 50 cent
dont play nice - verbalicious
drop it like its hot - snoop dogg


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